We will be free of this life. Our spirits will soar.

(below is my pre-recovery greeting, written during the summer of 2011)
Hey there

I have been bulimic for five years. I'm a vegetarian and a college student. I am more than happy to answer any questions you may have about bulimia, treatment, mental illness, weight loss... whatever. If you ask me how to purge, you will shatter my heart into a billion pieces.

I want my blog to be pretty. I want to post lovely pictures of pretty girls wearing pretty clothing and looking normal and calm and pretty. This is my fantasy, an expression of my hopes and not so much about the realities of my filthy, ugly struggles.

Eating disorders are pure hell.

I love you, and I am here for you.